As much as I, the closet lolicon Valence , like lolis, I find that I don’t like Lolibooru. For some reason, an image board hosting nothing but lolicon doesn’t appeal much to me. I find myself disgusted at entering the site, not just because of the guilt, but because of its inhabitants. And I know, I’ll probably sound like a hypocrite when I write this, but what the heck. Lolibooru is a thinly-veiled Lolicon board.(duh) That assurance that everyone is 18 and older – is utter nonsense, everyone knows that. I actually entered looking for Ana. I found her on the header, so I felt hopeful.
As much as I’m perfectly fine with Coppola and her various other friends, searching her name just showed me several images of her getting violated. I wanted something different. So, I turned away, seeking something else Clicking the ‘comments’ page…..
‘toddlercon’. ‘uncensored babyfuck.’ Amongst several others.
As much as I have ever detested the existence of child porn but appreciated the existence of 2D depictions of that said sinful act, Lolibooru brought me to reconsider whether I really was a lolicon. Perhaps I’m not, maybe I just like lolis. So maybe I am a lolicon, but I don’t like some genres. Fine.
But that isn’t the reason why I don’t like that website.
Amongst all the Boorus I have ever went to, Lolibooru has the worse user base. Why?
I hate its users.
Not only can I go on a guilt trip , now I can get pissed off by the side. The users seem to be proud of being part of Anonymous. At every single picture I liked a little, there is at least one person adding unnecessary captions and talk about the size of his/her genitalia to the image.
IT’S FUCKING ANNOYING.
It feels as though my IQ had dropped a few levels. It’s like some kind of eager sports fan commenting on a game between their favourite team and their rivals. It’s like they have to verbally explain everything that’s going on, as though we can’t tell for ourselves, and badly, too.
All in all, Lolibooru not only made me doubt my lolicon-ism that I was once proud of, it also made me annoyed at the same time.
It’s almost a conflict for me. A conflict between my beliefs and reality. A conflict between my tolerance and the internet. A conflict between my balls and Lolibooru.
In other words, I’m spending way too much time trying to finish Ichigo Mashimaro and not studying enough.
Before someone else comes and rages everywhere again, let me put it straight : I know it’s lolicon (I read it for crying out loud), I just don’t like toddlercon, I’m fine with pretty much most of it. I’M NOT ANTI-LOLICON, etc.
I JUST DISLIKE CERTAIN FACTIONS OF LOLIBOORU’S USERBASE.